Almost 3 months later and...no go....

So....I was unsure as to if and when I was really going to get into the whole blogging thing. I didn't want to bore anyone with my incessant, painstaking journey of negative pregnancy tests. Just know that I'm trying to be patient, which is hard...and I'm trying to time, time, time, which apparently seems to be even harder. Everyone always tells me to "not try". Yeah. Right. How is that even possible when you KNOW when you ovulate? "Knowing" makes me try that much harder. I kinda wish I had never researched and did my homework on details of the conception process. Now, I'm just a crazy mess. Wondering for two weeks, and planning for the other two weeks. It's a vicious cycle. How do women do this for years on end sometimes? I'm pooped!